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Moved

Tue, 28 Feb 2006 04:05:27 GMT

Hmm,

I wanted to move but blogspot is just too complicated lol.

so i am back here for good.

Moving

Sat, 25 Feb 2006 18:24:10 GMT

Officially Moved to

www.pup3ydarren.blogspot.com

Thursday, February 09, 2006

Thu, 09 Feb 2006 10:30:07 GMT

Officially CLosed.

Friday, February 03, 2006

Fri, 03 Feb 2006 15:31:56 GMT

Can that bitch just go to HELL

Thursday, January 26, 2006

Thu, 26 Jan 2006 13:46:42 GMT

Adopted From My FRIENDSTER BLOG.

A piece of mirror

A piece of mirror, written by Mr daisaku ikeda. President of Soka gakkai International. www.sgi.org ; This book really taught me lots of fact, the reality and the twist and turn of life. I particular favour the chapter 'life and death'. My ikeda defined death as something not capable of escaping. Its a life circle, which consists of death,born,sick and old age. Comparisons, night follows day, winter follows autumn or old age follows youth. Many people tend to make preperations for death, but how many could faces the certainty of death?

Death whom feared by many others, to be dreaded or its seen as a lost or absence of life. Death been labled as something "unatural or misterious". What is death ? where do we go? Many religion identify after life as something good or bad. Its either heaven or Hell? But actually, who really would know our next existence would be what. If we ignore death as a process, we would live a shadow existence. Our live would be shallow, full of uncertainty and living 'hand to mouth'.I firmly believed that each individual should face death as a process of reincarnation. Our live just dont end there, instead it bring stability,peace and harmony towards the depth of our live. What value or achievement would we have if we could live for eternity? None. People would tend to long for death, new probelm arrises, apart from over population and people walking around in ageing body. Death makes room for renewal.growth and advancment. Most importantly, regenerations.

Life is a continuous dynamic process of change, its has no start or end. Many question life as why it should be existence of an abitary, one shot deal or a one chance before getting disconnected from the universal rhythms of life? Even stars , planets do live out their span and die gradually. It would be replaced by the new one's. We experience daily of new birth in our body.Our body which consists of 60 trillions "individual Cells" and life is the vital force that harmonised the mind blogging number of cells. Each moment,our body is producing and eliminating new cells and the old ones. Thus, our body experience the "life and death". Death should therefore be highly appreciated, like life as a blessing. For example, My aunty whom was diagnosed with cancer was prepared for her death, She prepared things to be done on her funeral, pictures to be shown, rountined to be run.Although she recently did passed away, her spirit forever would be in My MIND. People who respect and stand up to death are real dyanamic people. They can faced death as a continious process of life, putting fear aside. What a wise and strong aunty i have. Regarding it as another adventure, challenge that has to be carry on.Rest in peace.

Awarness of death enables us to live each day with pride and appreciation. Life is like an deposited amount of money in a bank, its runs out when money is gone. Likewise, when time is up, our life gradually take another step higher in existence. We may speak of the past ., future but the only reality we have is that the present instant. I believed that by enjoying life, we should treat everyday as our last, there's a never a tommorow. Confronting reality of death actually anables us to bring unlimited creativity courage and joy into each instand of our lives.

Written by Darren Chew.
Refrence book- Daisaku ikeda, A piece of Mirror.

Sunday, January 22, 2006

Sun, 22 Jan 2006 14:33:23 GMT

I need to do something about my life.
atleast plan my road our for the next 5 years.

Days Passed, Achievement? None

Mon, 16 Jan 2006 13:05:43 GMT

Dear Blog,

Thou art so lovely and temperate.

I think i got a passion for literature.The school is not willing to let me take 5 subjects for A levels. I really want to do literature, but i rather give up lit and take accounts. More and less its slightly more useful than literature. Anyway, school was rather cool today, apart from teasing a guy from my class, he loves to mix with the ladies. The funny part was, there was 3 guys ,include me seating at the back, so head of pre u leader came in and ask our tch whether she can borrow us and ask us to take those chairs to the Petronas Briefing Room. So she called me and my friends and overlooked That guy whom was seating with those ladies. Hehe, Just a joke anyway. I cant believed that Petronas are sending their Top students to KDU for PreU Studies, So many of them my god, all on full borne scholarship by petronas, and they are studying in KDU. Means Kdu Still got name. HAHA.

Kinda think of it, i'm taking things for granted. Should revise everything that i have and treasure each and everything. Hopefully i really get to the U.S.A. Even if i dont get it, i would still be going later on. Anyway, in gods will, he will set everything for me. In the mean time, i am happy at my current state. Very happy actually. What more is there for me to ask, only 1 ---> go to USA. haha.

Lets see.
Its all been path out in our life. Lets just wait and see.

Sorry Cant Be Perfect

Sun, 15 Jan 2006 05:17:28 GMT

Third week of College. It seems rather fun now, not when those stupid assignments yet to come. Accounts seems rather stupid to me, there's 2 teacher teaching us that subjects. They have 8 periods for that when other subjects has only 3 periods. That teacher whom she ask us to go those question's dosent seems much use to me. The reference book that she ask us to find in the library has no use at all. I think.

The people seems so fun in KDU. Some i guess, julie and another guys have set off into some nerd study smart group. Compromising into those that take maths. I meant not all. She has to grow up seriously. Its getting quite irritating sometimes. Shes 18 this year but still acting like a 10 yeard old kiddo. Econs book cost rm 110, crazy. I wont be paying that amount. I cant find my law book idiot shit, only those fast people got it. Malaysian studies is cock. I seriouly hate Malaysian Education. They cant let us go for once. Gosh, cant wait to go to America.

I just came back from Penang. It seems rather boring. Penang has changend much, especially those roads.Those people drives like nobody buisness. If i drive, i probally get admitted to IJL. I enjoy eating assam laksa for sure. Haha. Anyway i am back, Glad to.

tata.

What a wonderful world.

Wed, 04 Jan 2006 12:55:00 GMT

Hey,

I am updating again. College was rather fun today. The head of college is a disaster. I'm kinda scared of her. Shes big and wide. Might squash me anytime. I hate it when Kdu Gets the best results for A levels last year. Kdu Got The Best in the world for History and Eng Lit. That makes us so stress up. She said that no what so ever excuses to come late or not coming. 1 month only allowed to miss 3 hours.Thats only 3 periods a day and average we have 4 to 5. . Damm. If not we would be removed and expelled straight away. Cock. The timetable is stupid. I have class in 9 to 10 and sometimes i have to wait till 3 to 5. What am i going to do for that big gap of time.But its not like SRI KDU. I can walk out anytime, listen to mp3 anywhere, use my laptop anytime anywhere, use the computers anytime, go to the library to sleep, eat at the 4 restruants available and just do whatever i like.The best part is Handphone is allowed anytime. I can dye my hair wear whatever clothes i want. Total freedom. But sadly, accounts class starts at 9 every monday and tuesday. only wednesday i can sleep longer. While thursday and friday i have thinking skills and law in the morning. Haiy. Freedoommmmm..... Time For Celebrations. No slacking duh. So sad, science got twice the number of arts. Average per class is only like 5 to 6. Compared to Science, we are very small. Total we have only 12 students for AL-ART. March comes in and it would explode kdu. Normally everyone comes in during march intake.

Going to do nothing now.
PEEPS, F*** OFF.
Ivana is a sucker.

The New College Life

Tue, 03 Jan 2006 21:30:19 GMT

Hey peeps,

03.1.2006 was my first day in Kdu College for Orientation. It was kinda stupid, cuz i was there at 9 am when it only started at 10 sharp. The head of schools and principal all look rather nerdy and geeky look. I did not get to meet my fellow classmates yet for A levels, the briefing of classes would be on 9 am this morning. We did nothing actually in the hall, apart from seat and talk and insult all those dean's and head of school's. Julie and I was like the shortest of all people in the group, they were like 300 + of new students. So many people. Kdu is kinda cool actually, their library is damm cozy and cold, very good enviroment for studying, They have 11 ICT labs, and a 8 MB internet connection. That is 8 Xtimes faster than my house. Wifi has coverage over the whole campus. We can play games on our laptop in the 20+ toilets they have. We were brought by the Student council to the haunted classes, as claimed by them. Its very dark and cold inside. Creepy. Anyway, i am so puzzled whether i should do A levels arts or pre law, or even Hospitality. Shit man, i am so puzzled. I really had to think of it, since i'm going for the class selection later at 9am.

Anyway,
update about it later.